IC Contact - Duplicity

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[scarrystories]

I was worried, but it's fine now.

[ He sips at the tea, absolutely forcing his pulse to stay steady. He hasn't looked at Fraser at all. ]

[understood]

I don't mean to criticize, but you're acting very strangely.

[scarrystories]

[ Fine, he gets a look now. ]

I thought you'd died again.

[understood]

Andy...

[ Fraser puts a hand on his shoulder, tentatively. ]

[scarrystories]

It's on me. I'm fine, just gotta figure my shit out.

[understood]

I'd like to help.

[scarrystories]

You being reachable when there's a tiger on the loose would help a lot.

[ He makes no attempt to try to sound not pissy. ]

[understood]

I didn't know there was a tiger on the loose, and I was at work.

[scarrystories]

The last time you were unreachable and late it was because you'd drowned, Fraser.

[understood]

... you don't usually call me Fraser.

[scarrystories]

[ He sets the mug on the bedside table so he can press the heel of his hands against his eyes. ]

I don't think this is helping.

[understood]

I'll certainly do my best to notify you in the future if I'm going to be late. I could have contacted you from a co-worker's device.

[scarrystories]

But that's not addressing the actual problem, which is me being a paranoid asshole.

[understood]

That's not what you're doing.

[ He catches Andy's wrists and gently guides his hands away from his face. ]

Andy, look at me.

[scarrystories]

[ God fine, Andy looks at him. ]

I'm sorry, you don't have to comfort me, I'll work it out.

[ Look at him being clear and reasonable and totally not a guy who had some kind of panic attack not fifteen minutes ago. ]

[understood]

[ Fraser holds his hands, steady, measured and inexorable as always. ]

You're my friend and my lover, and I frightened you.

[scarrystories]

[ Fraser is making it really hard to stay collected. ]

I really don't think you frightened me. You didn't do anything.

[understood]

My absence frightened you, then. That being the case, I'd like to be here for you now.

[ He isn't letting go of Andy's hands. ]

[scarrystories]

This would be a lot easier if you'd just acknowledge I'm being dumb and need to get over myself.

[understood]

I'm afraid I can't do that. There's a tiger on the loose, and I drowned last month. Perhaps you were jumping to conclusions, but I think it's understandable, considering the circumstances.

[scarrystories]

Ugh, this sucks.

[ 8-( ]

[understood]

Sorry.

[ Slowly, giving Andy time to pull away, Fraser gathers him into his lap. ]

[scarrystories]

[ No, it's fine, he's gonna let this happen. This is probably the less immature option. ]

I don't want to be on edge all the time.

[understood]

That seems like something you can work on.

[ But for now, cuddles. ]

[scarrystories]

I can't be mean to you even when I want to be.

[ This is nice, though, very comforting. ]