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Constable Benton Fraser
IC Contact - Duplicity
IC Contact - Duplicity
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2021-09-19 08:23 pm (UTC)
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scarrystories
I don't think every insecurity needs to be voiced, but it does help on occasion.
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2021-09-20 12:49 am (UTC)
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understood
It's not an insecurity, exactly.
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2021-09-20 12:55 am (UTC)
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scarrystories
What is it?
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2021-09-20 01:04 am (UTC)
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understood
Well, you see, it's just a bit crude, Andy.
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scarrystories
... you could write it down for me. If you wanted.
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2021-09-20 01:06 am (UTC)
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understood
It's just that I realized that perhaps there's no courteous way to... do what I was about to do.
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2021-09-20 01:07 am (UTC)
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scarrystories
Ah, yeah, I figured. I don't see how that's a bad thing, though.
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2021-09-20 01:09 am (UTC)
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I don't think it is, exactly, but it... took me out of things, when I thought about it.
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2021-09-20 01:16 am (UTC)
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scarrystories
I think maybe there was some... ah, cognitive dissonance there. A lot changed for you very fast, and your self-image hasn't quite caught up.
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2021-09-20 01:16 am (UTC)
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understood
I'm not really clear on what you mean by that.
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scarrystories
You're not used to thinking about yourself as someone who has kinky sex with other men.
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2021-09-20 01:18 am (UTC)
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understood
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Okay yes thanks he's dying again, point proven.
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You have a point.
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2021-09-20 01:24 am (UTC)
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scarrystories
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Hey, hey. It's all right, this is something you can defeat with logic. Do you think there's anything wrong with it?
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2021-09-20 02:45 am (UTC)
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understood
No...
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2021-09-20 02:47 am (UTC)
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scarrystories
Do you enjoy it? Because I do, very much.
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2021-09-20 02:48 am (UTC)
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2021-09-20 02:51 am (UTC)
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scarrystories
And it's built on mutual respect, right? We have safeguards so we stop if either of us is no longer enjoying it. So there's nothing
rude
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2021-09-20 02:53 am (UTC)
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understood
No, but...
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2021-09-20 02:54 am (UTC)
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scarrystories
Do you want a minute or should I try to guess?
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2021-09-20 02:54 am (UTC)
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understood
Must
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2021-09-20 02:56 am (UTC)
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scarrystories
I think it'd be good, yeah. You're very... self-contained. If we let these kind of thing fester it'll become a bigger think in the long run.
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2021-09-20 02:58 am (UTC)
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understood
I don't think it's festering.
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2021-09-20 03:05 am (UTC)
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scarrystories
Ah... well, we don't have to talk about it, if you don't want to. But I know you're still getting drops.
I never did tell you about subspace, did I?
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2021-09-20 03:06 am (UTC)
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understood
No, I forgot to ask. Sorry.
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2021-09-20 03:13 am (UTC)
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scarrystories
It's fine. Subspace is a kind of natural high people sometimes go into during a scene, a bit trance-like.
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He probably doesn't need to explain the science behind it, Ben would know how endorphins and so forth could get someone there.
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I don't... have much experience with it. But I've felt like I'm teetering close with you and I don't want you to freak out if it does happen.
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Date: 2021-09-20 01:18 am (UTC)[ Okay yes thanks he's dying again, point proven. ]
You have a point.
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Date: 2021-09-20 01:24 am (UTC)Hey, hey. It's all right, this is something you can defeat with logic. Do you think there's anything wrong with it?
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Date: 2021-09-20 02:53 am (UTC)[ He has absolutely no idea how to articulate what he's feeling. ]
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Date: 2021-09-20 03:05 am (UTC)I never did tell you about subspace, did I?
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Date: 2021-09-20 03:13 am (UTC)[ He probably doesn't need to explain the science behind it, Ben would know how endorphins and so forth could get someone there. ]
I don't... have much experience with it. But I've felt like I'm teetering close with you and I don't want you to freak out if it does happen.
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