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I'd rather not say.

Even if I promise not to judge?

I know that you won't.

I don't think every insecurity needs to be voiced, but it does help on occasion.

It's not an insecurity, exactly.

What is it?

Well, you see, it's just a bit crude, Andy.

... you could write it down for me. If you wanted.

It's just that I realized that perhaps there's no courteous way to... do what I was about to do.

Ah, yeah, I figured. I don't see how that's a bad thing, though.

I don't think it is, exactly, but it... took me out of things, when I thought about it.

I think maybe there was some... ah, cognitive dissonance there. A lot changed for you very fast, and your self-image hasn't quite caught up.

I'm not really clear on what you mean by that.

You're not used to thinking about yourself as someone who has kinky sex with other men.

...

[ Okay yes thanks he's dying again, point proven. ]

You have a point.

[ Andy rubs his back. ]

Hey, hey. It's all right, this is something you can defeat with logic. Do you think there's anything wrong with it?

No...

Do you enjoy it? Because I do, very much.

[ He nods mutely :x ]

And it's built on mutual respect, right? We have safeguards so we stop if either of us is no longer enjoying it. So there's nothing rude about it.

No, but...

[ He has absolutely no idea how to articulate what he's feeling. ]

Do you want a minute or should I try to guess?

Must we discuss this?

I think it'd be good, yeah. You're very... self-contained. If we let these kind of thing fester it'll become a bigger think in the long run.

I don't think it's festering.

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