IC Contact - Duplicity

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[scarrystories]

[ Andy moans, muscles twitching. ]

You. This.

[understood]

Take a deep breath for me.

[ He's going to let Andy breathe in, and then slowly press his fingers in deeper as he exhales. ]

[scarrystories]

[ Andy breathes in deeply. Orders are good, praise is good, Ben's fingers are amazing. But this is very scary still. ]

[understood]

That's it. That's perfect, Andy. I'm up to the second knuckle.

[ He pauses there to give Andy as much time as he needs to adjust, kissing his inner thigh again, petting his cock, just soft, sweet touches. ]

[scarrystories]

[ He can feel it, but Ben saying it makes it more real, somehow. The touches help, but he's still scared. ]

Ben.

[ He sounds close to tears, which is fine because he was expecting it. He also was expecting to be scared, so none of it is a surprise. ]

[understood]

I've got you, sweetheart. Give me a colour.

[scarrystories]

Yellow?

[ He's very turned on also, just scared in a different way than what he's used to, so saying green wouldn't feel right. ]

[understood]

Let's just stay here for a moment.

[ He's keeping his fingers inside Andy, but holding his hand still and focusing on reassuring kisses and caresses. ]

Does that sound alright?

[scarrystories]

Yeah. Yeah, here's good.

[ He'll break down, probably, but that's fine. He's never ashamed of having a little breakdown around Ben. ]

[understood]

[ Ben laves his thumb lovingly over the head of Andy's cock. ]

How does it feel?

[scarrystories]

It's— it's a lot, Ben. Amazing but— it's I don't know.

[ He's not sure why it's so scary for him, so he can't explain it. ]

I love your hands.

[understood]

I have to admit, Andy, it's really a thrill that you're letting me do something that makes you so nervous.

[scarrystories]

I don't know why I'm so freaked! I love it!

[ He's a little choked up now. ]

[understood]

You don't have to rationalize it. It's alright.

[scarrystories]

It's scary. I don't know what I want.

[understood]

[ Fraser slowly withdraws his hand most of the way, and when he presses back in it's just with three fingers. ]

That's alright, too.

[scarrystories]

... still want you to make love to me, though. Very sure of that.

[ He's a little sniffly, but much less tense. ]

[understood]

Well, I always want to do that.

[scarrystories]

Want you to kiss me.

[understood]

[ He immediately leans up to kiss him. ]

[scarrystories]

[ That's the last push he needs to break down properly, but it's the good kind of tears and he's kissing back hungrily. ]

[understood]

[ Fraser slowly withdraws his fingers so that he can remove Andy's restraints while they kiss. He's very efficient about it considering the angle he's at and the fact that he can't look at what he's doing. ]

[scarrystories]

[ Andy wraps each freed limb around Ben as soon as he can, so they end up kissing while Andy's clinging desperately to him. ]

Sorry.

[ He has the whole thing rationalized, and he knows it's fine. But he feels a nagging guilt anyway. ]

[understood]

I cannot imagine what for.

[ It's clearly time to scoop Andy up and carry him to bed. ]

[scarrystories]

[ Andy buries his face in Ben's neck and mumbles something unintelligible. ]