IC Contact - Duplicity

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[understood]

I've got you, sweetheart. Give me a colour.

[scarrystories]

Yellow?

[ He's very turned on also, just scared in a different way than what he's used to, so saying green wouldn't feel right. ]

[understood]

Let's just stay here for a moment.

[ He's keeping his fingers inside Andy, but holding his hand still and focusing on reassuring kisses and caresses. ]

Does that sound alright?

[scarrystories]

Yeah. Yeah, here's good.

[ He'll break down, probably, but that's fine. He's never ashamed of having a little breakdown around Ben. ]

[understood]

[ Ben laves his thumb lovingly over the head of Andy's cock. ]

How does it feel?

[scarrystories]

It's— it's a lot, Ben. Amazing but— it's I don't know.

[ He's not sure why it's so scary for him, so he can't explain it. ]

I love your hands.

[understood]

I have to admit, Andy, it's really a thrill that you're letting me do something that makes you so nervous.

[scarrystories]

I don't know why I'm so freaked! I love it!

[ He's a little choked up now. ]

[understood]

You don't have to rationalize it. It's alright.

[scarrystories]

It's scary. I don't know what I want.

[understood]

[ Fraser slowly withdraws his hand most of the way, and when he presses back in it's just with three fingers. ]

That's alright, too.

[scarrystories]

... still want you to make love to me, though. Very sure of that.

[ He's a little sniffly, but much less tense. ]

[understood]

Well, I always want to do that.

[scarrystories]

Want you to kiss me.

[understood]

[ He immediately leans up to kiss him. ]

[scarrystories]

[ That's the last push he needs to break down properly, but it's the good kind of tears and he's kissing back hungrily. ]

[understood]

[ Fraser slowly withdraws his fingers so that he can remove Andy's restraints while they kiss. He's very efficient about it considering the angle he's at and the fact that he can't look at what he's doing. ]

[scarrystories]

[ Andy wraps each freed limb around Ben as soon as he can, so they end up kissing while Andy's clinging desperately to him. ]

Sorry.

[ He has the whole thing rationalized, and he knows it's fine. But he feels a nagging guilt anyway. ]

[understood]

I cannot imagine what for.

[ It's clearly time to scoop Andy up and carry him to bed. ]

[scarrystories]

[ Andy buries his face in Ben's neck and mumbles something unintelligible. ]

[understood]

I'm afraid I didn't catch that.

[ It takes some doing, but he manages to get them both lying down on the bed without actually letting go of Andy. ]

[scarrystories]

This is my favorite place to be.

[ Clinging to Ben in bed. ]

[understood]

[ For some reason, that makes a slightly wistful expression pass over Fraser's face, but he kisses Andy again with enthusiasm. ]

[scarrystories]

[ Yeah, that was not the smartest thing to say. But Andy kisses him back, he can feel guilty about it later. ]

[understood]

[ It doesn't really seem to have dampened Fraser's mood at all. He combs his fingers through Andy's hair, massaging lightly at his scalp to make up for the hair-pulling before, his other hand smoothing down Andy's side to cup his ass. Holding him close and kissing him for another long moment before pressing their foreheads together. ]

I do love it, you know. Being here with you. When we're together, like this.