IC Contact - Duplicity

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[understood]

Is that distinct from loving me?

[ He keeps up that counterpoint, soft warm kisses and caresses to take the edge of the tight stretch of all his fingers twisting carefully inside Andy. ]

[scarrystories]

Yeah, yeah, it's very different. A crush is this thrill, the butterflies, this kinda eagerness.

[ Andy's looking at him as he speaks, breathing heavily. He can't move a lot, strapped down as he is, but he's trying to stay relaxed and be still. ]

[understood]

I feel the same way, you know.

[scarrystories]

It's a privilege.

[understood]

[ He crooks his fingers, all together. ]

What is?

[scarrystories]

[ Andy moans, muscles twitching. ]

You. This.

[understood]

Take a deep breath for me.

[ He's going to let Andy breathe in, and then slowly press his fingers in deeper as he exhales. ]

[scarrystories]

[ Andy breathes in deeply. Orders are good, praise is good, Ben's fingers are amazing. But this is very scary still. ]

[understood]

That's it. That's perfect, Andy. I'm up to the second knuckle.

[ He pauses there to give Andy as much time as he needs to adjust, kissing his inner thigh again, petting his cock, just soft, sweet touches. ]

[scarrystories]

[ He can feel it, but Ben saying it makes it more real, somehow. The touches help, but he's still scared. ]

Ben.

[ He sounds close to tears, which is fine because he was expecting it. He also was expecting to be scared, so none of it is a surprise. ]

[understood]

I've got you, sweetheart. Give me a colour.

[scarrystories]

Yellow?

[ He's very turned on also, just scared in a different way than what he's used to, so saying green wouldn't feel right. ]

[understood]

Let's just stay here for a moment.

[ He's keeping his fingers inside Andy, but holding his hand still and focusing on reassuring kisses and caresses. ]

Does that sound alright?

[scarrystories]

Yeah. Yeah, here's good.

[ He'll break down, probably, but that's fine. He's never ashamed of having a little breakdown around Ben. ]

[understood]

[ Ben laves his thumb lovingly over the head of Andy's cock. ]

How does it feel?

[scarrystories]

It's— it's a lot, Ben. Amazing but— it's I don't know.

[ He's not sure why it's so scary for him, so he can't explain it. ]

I love your hands.

[understood]

I have to admit, Andy, it's really a thrill that you're letting me do something that makes you so nervous.

[scarrystories]

I don't know why I'm so freaked! I love it!

[ He's a little choked up now. ]

[understood]

You don't have to rationalize it. It's alright.

[scarrystories]

It's scary. I don't know what I want.

[understood]

[ Fraser slowly withdraws his hand most of the way, and when he presses back in it's just with three fingers. ]

That's alright, too.

[scarrystories]

... still want you to make love to me, though. Very sure of that.

[ He's a little sniffly, but much less tense. ]

[understood]

Well, I always want to do that.

[scarrystories]

Want you to kiss me.

[understood]

[ He immediately leans up to kiss him. ]