IC Contact - Duplicity

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[scarrystories]

I don't know why I'm so freaked! I love it!

[ He's a little choked up now. ]

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You don't have to rationalize it. It's alright.

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It's scary. I don't know what I want.

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[ Fraser slowly withdraws his hand most of the way, and when he presses back in it's just with three fingers. ]

That's alright, too.

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... still want you to make love to me, though. Very sure of that.

[ He's a little sniffly, but much less tense. ]

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Well, I always want to do that.

[scarrystories]

Want you to kiss me.

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[ He immediately leans up to kiss him. ]

[scarrystories]

[ That's the last push he needs to break down properly, but it's the good kind of tears and he's kissing back hungrily. ]

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[ Fraser slowly withdraws his fingers so that he can remove Andy's restraints while they kiss. He's very efficient about it considering the angle he's at and the fact that he can't look at what he's doing. ]

[scarrystories]

[ Andy wraps each freed limb around Ben as soon as he can, so they end up kissing while Andy's clinging desperately to him. ]

Sorry.

[ He has the whole thing rationalized, and he knows it's fine. But he feels a nagging guilt anyway. ]

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I cannot imagine what for.

[ It's clearly time to scoop Andy up and carry him to bed. ]

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[ Andy buries his face in Ben's neck and mumbles something unintelligible. ]

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I'm afraid I didn't catch that.

[ It takes some doing, but he manages to get them both lying down on the bed without actually letting go of Andy. ]

[scarrystories]

This is my favorite place to be.

[ Clinging to Ben in bed. ]

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[ For some reason, that makes a slightly wistful expression pass over Fraser's face, but he kisses Andy again with enthusiasm. ]

[scarrystories]

[ Yeah, that was not the smartest thing to say. But Andy kisses him back, he can feel guilty about it later. ]

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[ It doesn't really seem to have dampened Fraser's mood at all. He combs his fingers through Andy's hair, massaging lightly at his scalp to make up for the hair-pulling before, his other hand smoothing down Andy's side to cup his ass. Holding him close and kissing him for another long moment before pressing their foreheads together. ]

I do love it, you know. Being here with you. When we're together, like this.

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I know.

[ He's choked up again. It's not the same kind of choked up as before, this time he's trying to hold it back and his chest hurts from it. ]

I promise I know.

[ Andy doesn't have to be the favorite. He wouldn't want to be, Ben gives him so much as it is, this is good, he's happy. ]

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... I've upset you.

[scarrystories]

No, no, it's not you. I'm okay.

[ He kisses him again, a little desperate. ]

I love you.

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[ Maybe he can just hold Andy close and kiss him with fierce, claiming insistence, and things will be okay. ]

[scarrystories]

[ Yes, that's much better. Andy hugs him tighter, and starts rocking his hips to encourage him to move. ]

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[ Fraser laughs softly against his lips when he feels that, pulling away just enough that he can get his cocked lined up and slide into Andy with a measured thrust. ]

[scarrystories]

There, much better.

[ He kisses Ben's nose, smiling. ]