IC Contact - Duplicity

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[understood]

I know. I'm sorry.

[scarrystories]

I know I'm bad at reading you, so I'm worried this is bigger than it looks.

[understood]

I think perhaps the problem is that I'm worried about the same thing, in the sense that I really don't know how Huaisang has taken the experience. To be honest, I've been a bit afraid to ask.

[scarrystories]

Ah. Well, you definitely should ask.

[understood]

I should probably do that before we invite him for a threesome, but it's a bit stressful.

Really, that's all I was trying to say.

[scarrystories]

Okay.

[ Andy kisses him. He figures there's more to it, but he can drop it. ]

I'll finish putting the leftovers away.

[understood]

...

[ Fraser pulls Andy into his lap. ]

You're a bit busy at the moment.

[scarrystories]

[ Oh. Well, okay, this is much better. He wraps his arms loosely around Ben's neck. ]

Am I?

[understood]

Mhmm.

[ He kisses him. ]

You see, you're consoling me about my disturbing experience.

[ More kisses. ]

And fortifying me for the potentially awkward conversation ahead.

[ Yet more kisses. ]

It's really vitally important.

[scarrystories]

Oh, oh, yeah, you definitely have a point.

[ He had a comment somewhere about whiplash, and he could circle back about how bad he is at reading Ben some times.

But he'd much rather escalate, so he starts working Ben's shirt open while they're kissing. ]

How can I best fortify you, Ben?

[understood]

... it's a little embarrassing.

[scarrystories]

Please, I wanna give you what you want.

[understood]

[ For once, he has the words. He knows what he wants. But he can't bring himself to say it, so he just lies back and pulls Andy on top of him. ]

[scarrystories]

[ Andy kisses him and keeps working his shirt open. ]

I think we both want the same thing.

[understood]

Mhmm...

[ What Fraser wants is to just let Andy look after him, so he's very cooperative but also leaving all the initiative in Andy's hands. ]

[scarrystories]

[ Andy is aware he has the reins, so to speak, and he's happy to take the lead, so once he has Ben's shirt open, he starts working on his trousers. ]

[understood]

... it doesn't have to be sex.

[ Context, please, Fraser?? ]

[scarrystories]

Dear, would you just tell me what you want, please?

[understood]

I want...

[ This is very difficult. He clears his throat and shuts his eyes before managing to mumble the words, cheeks burning. ]

I want to feel looked after. It can be sexual, but it doesn't have to be.

[scarrystories]

I want to look after you.

[ He's keeping his hands on Ben, but he pulls himself up a bit. ]

In bed, I think.

[ It's comfier and they can take their time there. ]

[understood]

[ Fraser nods gratefully, peeking up at Andy with a shy smile. ]

[scarrystories]

[ Andy kisses Ben's hand, then his lips. ]

Come on, let's get you to bed.

[understood]

[ Once Andy gets off of him, Fraser will follow him upstairs eagerly. ]

[scarrystories]

[ Andy leads him by the hand and when they make it to the bedroom, he pushes him on the bed, gently. ]

I love you.

[understood]

And I, you.

[ Already, he's much more relaxed. He sits, slowly leaning back on his hands, watching Andy with an almost mesmerized look on his face. ]