IC Contact - Duplicity

[understood]

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[understood]

I suppose so.

Sorry.

... I don't know that he considers me a close friend, honestly. But he's been very kind.

[scarrystories]

Are we bad at talking to each other about what's going on with us?

[understood]

No, I don't think so. Are we? Do you think so...? We're talking right now...

[ He knows sometimes he's hurt Andy's feelings in the past by not disclosing things in a timely fashion, though, so now he's concerned. ]

I'm sorry if I— well. I know I'm not always as communicative as you'd prefer. But I honestly wasn't trying to keep anything from you, and particularly in the case of my friendship with Huaisang, there were circumstances... as you know, I did drown shortly after the first time I met, and then by the time I remembered—well, anything, it no longer seemed germane.

I'm sure I don't know about all your friends, either. And I don't think there's anything wrong with that.

[scarrystories]

No, no, I wasn't putting it on you. I haven't had a boyfriend before, so I don't know what's... healthy or expected or the average experience.

[understood]

As you know, nor do I. But... I think we're doing alright.

[scarrystories]

I think maybe coerced sex is something that should've come up? I haven't had to deal with that yet.

[ Mostly because he kind of jumps into the drugged nonsense without thinking too hard about it, but still. ]

[understood]

I didn't really consider it to be coerced. I mean... for my character, it was, but I chose to read the book of my own accord, knowing that sex would be a component of the experience.

[scarrystories]

Then why are you so... shaken?

[understood]

Well, it was a very strange and vivid experience, Andy.

[scarrystories]

But was it good?

[understood]

... in what sense?

[scarrystories]

Did you enjoy it? Like, I don't know, I keep thinking about angel dick. Though not as much as I think about your knives.

[understood]

I enjoyed some of it, but I don't think that I would have if I hadn't been chemically affected. And it's not an experience I'd like to repeat.

[scarrystories]

So I shouldn't ask about alien genitalia?

[understood]

[ Fraser just makes a face at him. ]

[scarrystories]

I can't help being curious about it. I only read the one we had together.

[understood]

I should at least ask whether or not he's comfortable with you knowing the details.

[scarrystories]

I think the immersive effect is gone, but I could just read the book.

[understood]

I returned it to the library.

[scarrystories]

And much like vampires are unable to enter places of worship, it is well known I am unable to enter places of literacy?

[ He's very amused. And also, now he knows for sure there's something in that book Ben absolutely does not want him reading. ]

[understood]

[ Yeah he's just covering his face with his hands. ]

We couldn't even communicate during it, we didn't share the same vocal apparatus, let alone a language.

[scarrystories]

Okay, so this was a whole sci-fi xenophilia kinda thing.

[understood]

I thought I had made that clear.

[scarrystories]

You did. I'm just trying to figure out what weird kinks you tried that upset you in a way prehensile cock didn't.

[understood]

Really, Andy, is it such a mystery that I might find it somewhat disturbing to have found myself in a situation where a bizarre fantasy version of my friend was willing to capture me and engage in sexual acts against my will when we weren't even capable of communicating with each other?