I mean, you just -- [He's trying to find the right words for the influence Fraser has had on him.]
You got dealt a bum handing, coming back from your vacation and finding me and not your friend. But you rolled with it, and accepted me as your new partner right away. And you're so goddamned polite, and so freakin' nice and it's hard to not wanna like. Live up to that.
Well yeah, you suspicious but you still went with me. You could have refused to work with me until you knew where your partner had gone. But we had work to do and you just did it. It's admirable.
Oh no, I was an asshole. I fully admit that. But I'd like to think I'm less of an asshole, after two years of working with you. Or at least a slightly more mellow asshole.
Buddy, we talked about that. About the using the big words. But I'm using my context clues and guessing that "obstreperous" means "actin' like a jerk".
[The smirk is a good look on him, though. So he's gonna let that one pass.]
[... aww. That's buddies. He can't help the grin that spreads across his face. Ray reaches around the fire with his foot to nudge his toes against Fraser's foot. Needing to just. Touch him, somehow.]
Me too, Frase. Me too. Best partner I ever coulda wanted.
I think that's another thing, like. Stanley Kowalski definitely was a lone wolf. Never wanted a partner, always worked alone. But Ray -- me, I. I can't imagine not havin' you with me.
[Somehow that's the thing that surprises him. That takes him aback. The other night, when Inspector Thatcher interrupted them, Fraser had been telling Ray that no matter if his father and Buck Frobisher didn't see each other for months, they always knew they were partners. Of course, he said it to apply the same thing to himself and to Ray— to let Ray know that they would still be partners, even if Fraser stayed up north and Ray went back to Chicago.
This, though... this sounds like Ray might not want to hear it.]
I don't mean it as some weird codependent thing. Like I could survive on my own without you. Maybe not out here, I kinda need your help for that, but I mean like.
[He sighs and munches on his -- meat bar thing while he thinks] Like if you went on vacation, that'd be fine. I can handle cases on my own no problem. But I work better with you, and I'd be relieved when you got back.
Hardy ha ha. [He rolls his eyes and snags another handful of trail mix before he tucks it away, then goes to start setting up his sleeping bag.] I just meant, smartypants, you got any Mountie secrets to not turning into a popsicle overnight.
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You got dealt a bum handing, coming back from your vacation and finding me and not your friend. But you rolled with it, and accepted me as your new partner right away. And you're so goddamned polite, and so freakin' nice and it's hard to not wanna like. Live up to that.
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[He knows that's beside the point, but he feels Ray is giving him perhaps too much credit.]
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... but, thank you, Ray. I'm glad you think so. And you were a pleasure to work with from the start.
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[Is he smirking? He's smirking. The Mountie is smirking.]
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[The smirk is a good look on him, though. So he's gonna let that one pass.]
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But I don't think— that is, you put up a certain amount of bluster, of course, but...
[He spreads his hands.]
I did mean it, the first time I said that I'd be proud to call you my partner, and my friend. And that has only become more true over time.
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Me too, Frase. Me too. Best partner I ever coulda wanted.
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[He's warm from more than the fire.]
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This, though... this sounds like Ray might not want to hear it.]
You can't?
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[He sighs and munches on his -- meat bar thing while he thinks] Like if you went on vacation, that'd be fine. I can handle cases on my own no problem. But I work better with you, and I'd be relieved when you got back.
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[He smiles, but he feels unaccountably disappointed, which makes absolutely no sense.]
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So we should probably think about gettin' ready to bed down and whatnot. Any special Mountie tricks you wanna share there?
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